* Grateful for all the interests my son has / for the beauty of my daughter / for the place where my family and i can life
* i met a friend & i had no idea what and how to talk about in order to reach him! We connected very well! Very open and heartfelt conversation! I think it was God moving! The same after him, i met a other friend. He is in process of repentance big time. We had so much fun and connected equally well. I think it is God.
My wife and i are having good days.
* Tried to let go. Tried to be open as possible. Tried to learn from all. Tried to pray - still have to - want to!
* I showed gratitude to a other friend who was very helpful for in a conversation with a friend of us. Expressed gratitude to a other friend for the way how he is serving and following Christ.

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This are the good things i see

I say thankfulness but it is not deeply felt.
I just know: This are all reason to be super mega thankful. But i am not super mega thankful in my feelings...
I am surprised how God is answering all my specific prayers and so of corse i am inspired to keep on praying specifically...
I am grateful for the way how i learned to communicate my walk with God in a better way

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Now i have some very hard days in front of me and i wish i could be sick and skip this days in this way