What i underlined today in my Biblereading

MK8,2b they have already been with me three days and have nothing to eat.
3days and nothing to eat but being with Jesus.
I just really would like to have more details about this 3 days.

Can i entertain my kids for 3 dyas, so that they forget to eat? What a great God and father we have!

MK8,32b and Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him.

MK8,33c “Get behind me, Satan!” he said. “You do not have in mind the concerns of God, but merely human concerns.”
WOW - is it, that Satan is oriented on what i want? Is he oriented on my concerns?
So - if i would repent and be oriented on God's concern, he falls off powerless?
It also reads as if Satan is empty. The only thing what makes him running is us and lying about God

SO - FOCUS - What is God concerned today?

MK8,34 Then he called the crowd to him along with his disciples and said: “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. 35 For whoever wants to save their life2 will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me and for the gospel will save it. 36 What good is it for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul? 37 Or what can anyone give in exchange for their soul? 38 If anyone is ashamed of me and my words in this adulterous and sinful generation, the Son of Man will be ashamed of them when he comes in his Father’s glory with the holy angels.”
Self-denying - the best thing in christian life - no question - awesome. JUST DO IT!

MK9,6 (He did not know what to say, they were so frightened.)

MK9,7b “This is my Son, whom I love. Listen to him!”
Would God say that about me - today - yesterday - how about having a life, where God really would say it? Look at Christoph - listen to him!!!
When i share to Gospel - for sure God is saying it!

MK9,13c just as it is written about him.

Every detail about Jesus written in the Old Testament came a life in Jesus - every detail. Why do humans think, some detail about salvation(!) would not be important to God?

MK9,19 “You unbelieving generation,” Jesus replied, “how long shall I stay with you? How long shall I put up with you? Bring the boy to me.”

The same like yesterday. What do i want from God? What is worth every thing, every humiliation, every pain? 

Am i a person who believes in something? How much? 

How are people how do not believe in anything?

Do i know people who believe so much in - what ever? How are this people?

MK9,23 “ ‘If you can’?” said Jesus. “Everything is possible for one who believes.”

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EVERYTHING - POSSIBLE

What do i want?

MK9,29b “This kind can come out only by prayer.”

ONLY PRAYER

not Bible-reading!

P  R  A  Y  E  R

MK9,50 “Salt is good, but if it loses its saltiness, how can you make it salty again? Have salt among yourselves, and be at peace with each other.”

Not sure - 

MK10,1c and as was his custom, he taught them.

What is my custom, when i am with a crowd?