Acts26,23 that the Christ would suffer and, as the first to rise from the dead, would proclaim light to his own people and to the Gentiles. > I am just not willing to suffer! Help me God! That i am willing to endure every thing. - To be willing to endure every thing is making me strong. Like Tyler Hamilton - So moving how he is able to endure suffering! How strong he was because of that. 
If i would increase my willingness to suffer - i would be able to give more, love more, enjoy way more.... Where is my limits? How could i increase my suffering?

24 At this point Festus interrupted Paul's defence. You are out of your mind, Paul! > Why are we christians seen as so normal that we are not seen anymore at all ? Where could we be more radical - more out their - SO PEOPLE WOULD ACTUALLY REACT LIKE THIS! he shouted. > He shouted - he was emotional - he was so surprised and out of him self! Paul moved him! Paul moved the heart of this man to the outside - ! Your great learning is driving you insane. > He thought about Paul as man of knowledge. This is interesting! Should we not be people of life. Am i someone who learns ore who lives? BUT  - do people see, that i know? Would they trust me, because they also know, Christoph is a expert!

25 I am not insane, most excellent Festus, Paul replied. What I am saying is true and reasonable. > Paul stays calm. He just sais - no i am not insane. I am just not like that! - To be accused, i just can say - NO I AM NOT LIKE THIS. If i am out of the street - i just can say: No i am not out of my mind, that i am talking about God and asking you all to join me!
26 The king is familiar with these things, and I can speak freely to him. I am convinced that none of this has escaped his notice, because it was not done in a corner. >YES - EVERYBODY SAW IT - IT WAS NOT HIDDEN - IT WS TOTALY PUBLIC!!!!
27 King Agrippa, do you believe the prophets? I know you do. > Com on now! - be straight forward! This is awesome - I NOW YOU BELIEVE!!!!

So much is happening right here

It is knocking on the door of the heart of the people!

God is shouting

God is touching

WHAT DO I SAY - what do i do? I go out and proclaim the Resurrection!

Being strong means being able to endure a lot of pain. 

Being strong means being able to just say no to accusations.

God help me today - to use the time! Strong! Endure!

28 Then Agrippa said to Paul, Do you think that in such a short time you can persuade me to be a Christian? 
29 Paul replied, Short time or long- I pray God that not only you but all who are listening to me today may become what I am, except for these chains. 
30 The king rose, and with him the governor and Bernice and those sitting with them. 
31 They left the room, and while talking with one another, they said, This man is not doing anything that deserves death or imprisonment. 
32 Agrippa said to Festus, This man could have been set free if he had not appealed to Caesar.