Rom4,1 What then shall we say that Abraham, our forefather, discovered in this matter?
2 If, in fact, Abraham was justified by works, he had something to boast about- but not before God.
3 What does the Scripture say? Abraham believed God, > Abraham believed God! Do i believe God!? what should i believe from God today?  and it was credited to him as righteousness. > Believing God makes me righteous!
4 Now when a man works, his wages are not credited to him as a gift, but as an obligation.
5 However, to the man who does not work but trusts God who justifies the wicked, his faith is credited as righteousness.  > How in the world!
6 David says the same thing when he speaks of the blessedness of the man to whom God credits righteousness apart from works:
7 Blessed are they whose transgressions are forgiven, whose sins are covered.
8 Blessed is the man whose sin the Lord will never count against him.
9 Is this blessedness only for the circumcised, or also for the uncircumcised? We have been saying that Abraham's faith was credited to him as righteousness.
10 Under what circumstances was it credited? Was it after he was circumcised, or before? It was not after, but before!
11 And he received the sign of circumcision, a seal of the righteousness that he had by faith while he was still uncircumcised. So then, he is the father of all who believe but have not been circumcised, in order that righteousness might be credited to them.  > I am made righteous. 
12 And he is also the father of the circumcised who not only are circumcised but who also walk in the footsteps of the faith that our father Abraham had before he was circumcised.
13 It was not through law that Abraham and his offspring received the promise that he would be heir of the world, but through the righteousness that comes by faith. > by faith!
14 For if those who live by law are heirs, faith has no value and the promise is worthless,
15 because law brings wrath. And where there is no law there is no transgression.
16 Therefore, the promise comes by faith, so that it may be by grace and may be guaranteed to all Abraham's offspring- not only to those who are of the law but also to those who are of the faith of Abraham. He is the father of us all.
17 As it is written: I have made you a father of many nations. He is our father in the sight of God, in whom he believed- the God who gives life to the dead and calls things that are not as though they were.  > most beautiful sentance in romans - i think
18 Against all hope, Abraham in hope believed and so became the father of many nations, just as it had been said to him, So shall your offspring be. > BUT WHAT IS SAID TO ME? What is the promise to me by God??
19 Without weakening in his faith, > what is my faith and where do i need to stay strong and not become week?? he faced the fact that his body was as good as dead- since he was about a hundred years old- and that Sarah's womb was also dead. > He was almost dead. I am almost dead too. In the areas where i should be strong i am week and not useful. I feel, i have nothing to offer. I fee i have no vision. I feel i am out. 
20 Yet he did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God, > i waver a lot / i have a lot of unbeliefe (do i know the promisses God has for me?) DO I KNOW / he WAS strengthened in his faith - WHO DID THAT? GOD? GOD COME AND STRENGTHEN ME!!!!
21 being fully persuaded that God had power to do what he had promised. > But again, what did God promise me personally? > Go and make disciples ... and i will be with you till the end of the world. HE WILL BE WITH ME. HE IS WITH ME NOW. -_______________________
22 This is why it was credited to him as righteousness. > this holding on to God?
23 The words it was credited to him were written not for him alone,  > OK ....
24 but also for us, to whom God will credit righteousness- for us who believe in him who raised Jesus our Lord from the dead. > I believe = and now? What should i do? 
25 He was delivered over to death for our sins and was raised to life for our justification. > I am justified. I am fine. What should i do now?