Rom5,1 Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, > at the time i have not much peace with some people - but with God! So - what - what to do then?
2 through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. > this is awesome - "rejoice in the hope of the glory of God". DO I REJOICE = i need to learn to rejoice / very urgent / 
rejoice in the hope of the glory of God | Gods glory : i can, i am part of it! If i am in it/him! 
3 Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, > this is most awesome!
because we know that suffering produces perseverance;  > What am i suffering now about? Relationships and tiredness / 
perseverance is important to keep being close to God! God is like the watchtower in the ocean in the storm - Better stay inside of him as going out and looking around ... perseverance keeps me save and in the tower. 
Today i almost started to walk around outside again - in the storm - i almost fall down!!! THANKS GOD! Storm is here - i need your help to stay inside!!
4 perseverance, character; and character, hope. > I LOVE PEOPEL WITH CHARACTER!
People with character, they know what they want, they know how to wait for it, they know how to express it properly, they know how to stick to it by all cost's :  i my character is build by being with God, my character is awesome!
Why character is linked to hope = Don't know!
AM I A HOPEFUL PERSON?
HOW ARE HOPEFUL PERSONS - they are just awesome - I want to be around hopeful persons.
What a awesome person i can become:
BUT I HAVE TO ADMIT, IT ALL STARTS WITH SUFFERING!
GOD HELP ME TO NOW RUN AWAY FROM SUFFERING BUT TO:
P E R S E V E R E   IN  IT!
How do i run from suffering:
> Start sinning - almost today
> becoming angry - depressed or agains other - i did that today
> becoming passive - loosing faith and so without passion
> Just not obeying but walking away
> ..?..
Without perseverance NO character - and then i will never reach this hopeful stat of being!
COMONE SUFFERING

GOD - I THINK I SHOULD LEARN TO SUFFER - BETTER!
IT IS ALL DOWN THEIR - HIDDEN

5 And hope does not disappoint us, > i guess, this is because our hope is in God and God is not disappointing us - NEVER EVER!!!! because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. > BUT NO, this is not the reason. The reason is: Gods love is poured out in our heart - because is have the Holy Spirit!
THE LOVE OF GOD I PURED INTO ME!
IT IS HEAR - not somewhere far!

But it does not become real before i sufferd!
If i avoid suffering, i will never reach this really!

I DO TO MANY TIMES AVOID THE SUFFERING - SO I NEVER GROW!
God help me!

6 You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. > Why is he saying this now?
7 Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, though for a good man someone might possibly dare to die. > of corse
8 But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. > It is amazing!
9 Since we have now been justified by his blood, how much more shall we be saved from God's wrath through him! > ?
10 For if, when we were God's enemies, we were reconciled to him through the death of his Son, how much more, having been reconciled, shall we be saved through his life! > AMEN - hang in their Christoph - [still do not see the real connection to the first part]
11 Not only is this so, but we also rejoice in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received reconciliation. > We are fine with Christ!

R) because we have access to his grace through faith we REJOICE > WE ARE IN GRACE
R) we also REJOICE in suffering because this builds up perseverance, this builds up character, this builds up hope and HOPE WILL ALWAYS BE FULFILLED! > WE ARE CHANGED IN TO A STRONG PERSON
R) We REJOICE in GOD because through Jesus Christ we are reconciled. > WE ARE IN PEACE WITH GOD

3 reason to be joyful all the time!

Change my heart towards this - GOD - please