Acts20,28 Keep watch over yourselves and all the flock of which the Holy Spirit has made you overseers. > Keep watch over yourselves: i have to take car on how i am doing spiritually. Be shepherds of the church of God, > I need to be a sheperd: How do i se my brothers and sisters? As real family members?
which he bought with his own blood. > He reminds people always about the prize which is payed for them!
29 I know that after I leave, savage wolves will come in among you and will not spare the flock. > I know some wolves - not sure if wolves are aware what they actually are. I could become a wolfe....
30 Even from your own number men will arise and distort the truth in order to draw away disciples after them. > Yes -even this i experienced. They do that in order to draw away disciples. Every one wants to have followers. Followers keep you giving the feeling of being important and having something to say.
31 So be on your guard! > AM I? Did i know today - that i have to be on  my guard?
Remember that for three years I never stopped warning each of you night and day with tears. > THIS IS ALSO ONE OF THE MOST INCREDIBLE SCRIPTURES IN THE BIBLE TO ME:
3 years > never stopped doing what: each of you - day&night WARNING with TEARS!!!!
OK -i did not expect this at all
What is he saying?
1.Keep watch of yourselves
2.Be a good sheperd
3.The church is a Group of people bought with the blod of the man Jesus Christ
4.Wolfes are coming, they will attack the flock
5.Even from inside the church people will distort the truth : to get some disciples
6.So be on your guard!
7.See the example of Paul:
7a)he never stopped, every day, night and day, with tears TO WARN THEM!!!!
Pauls example
How do i deal fellowship?

i just blown away by what is written here - he talks to people - it is true - they do nat say Paul, you know it is not true - they experienced him: day and night warning with tears. They know this Paul. HOW TO BECOME LIKE THIS? 
I think prayer